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[Feb. 15th, 2006|06:44 pm] |
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WHY DID I TRUST YOU TO BEGIN WITH?
WHY CANT I GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD?
WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO HAVE STUPID "RULES"?
AND WHY CANT I FIND SOMEONE THAT'S NOT GOING TO BREAK MY HEAR?
RANDOM I KNOW... BUT OH WELL |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|08:35 pm] |
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FUCK IT... WHY EVEN TRY??
YOU'LL GET YOUR HEAR BROKEN IN THE END.... THAT'S WHAT ALWAYS HAPPENES.
I HIT MY HEAD TODAY... I STILL FEEL REALLY DIZZY.... I WANT TO GO TO THE DOCTORS... BUT THEIR GOING TO STICK ME IN A BIG TUBE... I DONT LIKE SMALL SPACES!!! |
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[Feb. 7th, 2006|04:29 pm] |
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| | TWO WEEKS FROM TWENTY : ~*~ yELLOW cARD ~*~ | ] |
WELL NOTHING NEW HAS HAPPENED.... I'M JUST BORED....
I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW IN LAB.... I'M SCARED!!!
I NEED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE... NO JOKE!!!
LOVE ARCADE IS PLAYING AT THE SHELTER ON FRIDAY... ANYONE WANT TO GO???
MY HEAD HURTS... I'M GOING TO LAY DOWN...
LOVE PAMMI PE...
SORRY THIS WAS POINTLESS... BUT ARNT ALL LJ ENTRIES??? |
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| STOP TURN TAKE A LOOK AROUND.... AT ALL THE LIGHTS AND SOUNDS!! |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|09:17 pm] |
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HA... lights and sounds come out the 24th!!! But i already have it so no big deal!!
so yea i started school the other day. I think i'm going to pass Bio this time around!!! I have a good teacher that awnsers questions and doesnt look at you like your talking in another language!! Dr. Kamlay is the man!!!
I've decided that i hate working at kohl's!! i get really shitty hours... and i'm always closing! i get out of work at like 10:30 every day and it sucks.... all i want to do right now is sleep, but that doesnt happen! I hate being single... but i guess it's a good thing for me! I need to focus on school and nothing else!
I NEED A ROCKSTAR STAT!!!!!!
I'm so tired right now...
I really need to start working out again... i'm getting a little pudgy around the edges... but oh well...
I DYED MY HAIR DARK BROWN!!! AND I STARTED TANNING... I'M TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF LOOK BETTER!!
okay well i'm going to bed... i have Bio in the morning... all the way out in BFE...(Hall n' Garfield)
LOve Pammi* Pe* |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|02:10 pm] |
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Today is going to be a good day!!! I can just feel it!!!
Well yesterday i got called into work, missed Steffen's phone call and then i missed Henry's!!!! GRRRR..... why do people have to be in Iraq???
my new years resolution is to quit smoking, and to stop being so bitchy..... (not sure if that'll happen)
LOVE PAMMI PE |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|02:24 am] |
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well since i never update....
i finally have a moment and it's 2:30 and yea.....
Merry Christmas to everyone... (i know it's late)
Life after High School suck...
it's now the real world.... all i do is work and go to school....
i've decided that i dont need a boyfriend to make me happy... i need me to make me happy... if that makes sence...
i'm going to go get YELLOW CARD tickets tomorrow... YAY FOR YELLOW CARD....
and their new cd comes out January 26th.... i'm way to excited for it...
I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH... I WANT TO SPEND A DAY WITH EVERYONE.... ANYONE NOT BUSY THRUSDAY???? CUS I DONT WORK!!!
WELL I'M GONNA GO BUT I LOVE YOU ALL AND MAYBE I'LL UPDATE AGAIN SOON....
LOVE pAMMIE pE |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|10:57 pm] |
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| | GOD BLESS THE BROKEN ROAD: RASCLE FLATS | ] |
ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR TODAY IS THAT I LOVE JASON!!!
WE WENT TO THE CIDERMILL TODAY... WE PICKED APPLES AND GOT PUMPKINS....
BUT YEA... I LOVE HIM ALOT!!! |
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|03:26 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Welcome home: Coheed and Cambria | ] |
Okay so yesterday was my first day working at Khol's.... it was ok... lot's of test to take!! i work next tuesday and thursday.... i have to finish my training. i like the job so far though. But who know's what's going to come. I hate working for my dad, but that's nothing new. i now work 2 Jobs and go to school full time, and still manage to have time to hang out with Jason. Amazing isnt it. that's the story of my life everyday, school and work. I really want to go to the cider mill... but i dont have time. it sucks. but i think i'm going sunday morning. I hate being sick. i think it's from a lack of sleep and eating, but i still weigh 140... how does that work?? you'd think i would be losing weight. Guess not.
Okay so read someone's LJ, and they applyed at KHOL'S,the one i work at. and it really made me mad. Cus if they get hired i'm going to scream!!!!
well i gotta get goin.....
Oh yea... someone in theatre comment and tell me when your night rehersals start... and what time there at?!?!?! |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
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okay so i havent updated in a really really long time but hey, i just dont have the time.
i work 7 days a week go to school 4 days a week and i'm tired all the time. But some good news, i got a job at Kholes!!!! i'm so excited, i have orientation monday, so that's good.
school sucks i have a test every day next week go figure. but yea...
oh shit i have to go to work so if i have time i'll update when i can |
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[Aug. 27th, 2005|02:23 am] |
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Okay so i havent updated in a long time... but oh well i havent had any time to, but i do now!! so here's what's been going on in my life....
i think it was last week i came home from work to find my window on my car smashed out, and my egnition(i know it's spelled wrong) ripped out of my car... someone tried to steal my dead car, by the way my car's been dead for over a month!! so yea and it's still dead so i dont care, but it's getting fixed tomorrow morning for sure!!!
I started at Macomb Wednesday it was fun... class got moved to a diffrent room... why the hell is J building so far away??
but my schedual is...
Monday& Wednesday's English, Biology, and Lab
Tuesday & Thruseday's Pshyology
lots of hott guys in those classes i swear it!!
I love College though... i dont know anyone and that's the way i want it.
High School Drama is over with finally!!!
but yea.
all i've really been doing is working. My parents go another ice cream place, and yea there's all guys that work there!! HAHAHA... that made me happy, i get along really good with them expecially one... but that's a story for another time!!!
well i think i'm gonna go to bed i'm tired and i have to work once again in the morning!!
Love always PP |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|02:05 am] |
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WELL MY CAR IS 1/2 FIXED... ALL THAT'S LEFT TO BE DONE IS GET THE ALTINATOR(SP?) FIXED AND THEN IT'S ALL BETTER...
SO YEA TODAY SUCKED.... I REALLY DIDNT DO ANYTHING... BUT OH WELL... I BABYSAT MY NEPHEW LOGAN... I LOVE THAT LITTLE MONSTER!!!
I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH!! I REALLY DO...
I NEED TO FIND A JOB...BUT THAT REQUIRES GOING AND FINDING ONE... RIGHT??? |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|05:33 pm] |
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| | my mom asking me what's wrong!! | ] |
okay... so last night... a good one that got turned bad!!!
so yea Jason came over, watched a movie and then just sat in my room and talked, but for some reason i thought i heard the door open and close, but i thought it was just my sister....
but it was my parents... ok so they have a rule, no guys in the rooms... okay, but they werent suposed to be home until 2.... it was 12:30 when they got home, so what did i do, oh yes this is the funny part.... i had to wait like 20 mins w/ Jason in my room he had to go out the window, the hardest part was getting my screne out without making any noise, i screwed up so bad, but i'm in the clear for now, they havent said anything so for now i dont think they know anything, but i'm not to sure.....
that was shittiest feeling in the world, and when i walked into my mom's room she's like is anything wrong you look upset, i was like "uhhhhh no i'm fine"
i hate lying to my mom but that was something i had to do....
but i was freaking out and that was the only thing i could think of at the moment, so that was my day yesterday
i keep screwing things up with my parents and i was so scared that if they found out about that one, i would of been dead for sure.
well until next time... no boys in the room.....
love Pam |
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| I've got nothin to lose!!!!! |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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WEll yesterday was awsome!!!! got up went to work... and then i went to the movies with Jason. We saw the Devils Rejects... not my kind of movie, but he wanted to see it so i said "Okay" but yea...
when he was droping me off he stayed for awhile....
BUT IT'S OFFICAL ME AND JASON ARE GIVING IT ONE MORE SHOT.
YAY!!!!!
My car is still dead... it makes me sad... my dad wont fix it!!! how could he!!! no i understand that he's mad at me still for whatever reason... so i'll just ride it out.. but untill then it remains in the driveway.... DEAD!!!!!
well i'm out just wanted to share the good news!!! |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|03:12 pm] |
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| | sidewalks~ story of the year | ] |
Last Person Who...
1. Slept in your bed: Ashley
2. Saw you cry: my mom and dad
3. Made you cry: my dad
4. You went to the movies with: Ashley, Steve, and Carey
5. You went to the mall with: Stephanie (my sister)
Have You Ever...
1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Yes
2. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes... my fat cat jumped off my dresser and onto my head...
3. Been to California: no
4. Been to Mexico: no.
5. Been to China: no
6. Been to Canada: yes... when i was in girl scouts
7. Been to Europe: no
8. Danced to no music: yes.
9. If so with who: Ashley
10. Wish you were the opposite sex: sometimes... bet you can guess when...
Random Info...
1. Do you have a crush on someone: OH YES
2. What book are you reading now: not one right now...
3. Worst feeling in the world: knowing you cant have what you want....
4. Future KIDS names: Hunter... and Curtis
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: look at my bed and then tell me if i do or dont... i have atleast 20 on there
6. What's under your bed: i'm scared to look
7. Favorite sport to watch: basketball football and sometimes Volleyball
8. Location: my house
9. Piercings/Tattoos: ears, bellybutton, and a tattoo on my back and soon to be one on my foot and my nose pierced
11. What are you most scared of: worms and spiders
12: Where do you want to get married: i really dont know...
14. Do you have a job: 1/2 a job... i work for my dad
15. Do you like being around people: yes
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: i cant tell you that..
17. Have you ever cried: oh yes
18. Are you lonely right now: in a way
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: Josh Gracin, no one to share the blame
Have you...
1. Been in love: yes... but i dont want to talk about that
2. Played strip poker: nope
3. Gotten beaten up: yes
4. Pulled an all nighter: yes
5. Been on radio/tv: yes....
6. Been in a mosh pit: no.
7. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: ummmm... not that i can think of
In the last 24 Hours have you...
1. Cried: yes.
2. Bought something: yes... ROCKSTAR
4. Sang: yes
5. Been kissed: if it was 48 hours... yes
6. Had sex: nope... but i think i'm going to in the next few days
7. Felt stupid: yes... live with my dad and you'll feel that way all the time
8. Talked to an ex: yes
9. Missed someone: yes
10. Hugged someone: yes
11. lost something: yes... my mind |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|01:11 pm] |
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LET ME JUST LIST ALL THE THINGS THAT WENT WRONG....
*MY FUCKING CAR DIED!!!!!!
* GOT MY CAR TAKEN AWAY
* GOT GROUNDED( DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA THE LAST TIME I WAS GROUNDED?)
* ALOMOST KILLED MY BROTHER
* ALOMOST GOT INTO A FIST FIGHT W/ MY SISTER JEN ( SHE THINKS SHE KNOW'S IT ALL)
* GOT WOKEN UP AT 1:30 AM TO GO DO LAUNDRY... oh yes laundry....
and to top it off..... Kyle's mom called my dad... and wanted to talk to my mom... why... because Justin was messing with him and saying some shit like he was gonna go beat him up and shit... he's just messing around!!! he's not really going to do it!! god i wish shit would just stop!! yesterday was a national bad day i swear!! |
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[Jul. 28th, 2005|12:47 am] |
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| | I dont wanna grow up cus i'm a toys r us kid!!! | ] |
OK SO I'VE HAD A GOOD NIGHT!!
HUNG OUT WITH JASON... THAT WAS FUN... WENT TO 7-11 AND THEN DROVE AROUND AND TALKED!! GOD HE'S SUCH A SWEETHEART...
I REALLY DO LIKE HIM ALOT... BUT I'M NOT TOO SURE WHERE THIS IS GOING... I HOPE SOMEWHERE GOOD THAT WOULD BE NICE!!
but yea... i'm really getting sick of the stuff that has been going on with Kyle.. Justin is now threatening him... and he calls me bitching about it...
sorry i'm not his mother i cant really tell him what to do.. but yea... so yea..
and then you get the people that lie to me... telling me one thing that happened and then the other person tells me something completely diffrent... wow i think some one needs to get their story straight!! but whatever i dont care!!
something i thought about last night...
i miss high school.. i'm scared to grow up... i miss being a little kid and scraping my knees and my mom making it all better.. i dont get that now.. now you make a mistake and it could cost you alot... i just wish i could have a time machine and go back to when things were so easy.. that would be so nice.. i dont want to go to college and start over.. i want to got back to High school.. i want High school drama back... i want it all back... i dont wanna grow up and you cant make me!!!!!!
i miss everyone so much it's unreal... i want to go back to Oliver when Senior year just started i want to do things diffrent... i want to redo it all over again... it was fun but i wish i would of done more things with my friends instead of doing other things... I'm kicking myself so hard right now!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
i'm sad now... i want my mommy i think i'm gonna give her a hug!!!
so i'm outtie!!!
love the one and only PP |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
SO THINGS HAVE BEEN REALLY PISSING ME OFF!! BUT WHATEVER I GUESS IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE CUS IT'S DONE AND OVER WITH!!
bEEN HANGING OUT WITH JASON ALOT... THAT MAKES ME HAPPY!!!
HE TOLD ME THAT HE DOES LIKE ME ALOT... AND THAT HE THINKS THAT IN THE FUTURE THAT WE'LL TRY THINGS OUT AGAIN!! YAY!! BUT YEA...
NOTHING ELSE HAS REALLY HAPPENED JUST THE SAME OLD SHIT... SCHEDUALED MY CLASSES FOR MACOMB LUCKY ME!! BUT YEA I'M GONNA GO TAKE A SHOWER OR SOMETHING SO I'LL UPDATE MORE LATER!!
LOVE PAM |
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|01:57 pm] |
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I've found peace of mind, i'm feeling good again
I'm on the other side, back among the living
Ain't a cloud in the sky
All my tears have been cried
And i can finally say
[Chorus:]
Baby baby stay
Stay right where you are
I like it this way
It's good for my heart
I haven't felt like this
In God knows how long
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
I still love you and i will forever
We can't hide the truth
We know each other better
When we try to make it work
We both end up hurt
It ain't supposed to be that way
[Chorus:]
Baby baby stay
Stay right where you are
I like it this way
It's good for my heart
I haven't felt like this
In God knows how long
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
When we try to make it work
We both end up hurt
Love ain't supposed to be that way
[Chorus:]
So baby baby stay
Stay right where you are
I like it this way
It's good for my heart
I haven't felt like this
In ooh in God knows how long
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone
I know everything's gonna be okay
If you just stay gone |
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|08:04 pm] |
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GREATEST NIGHT EVER!!!!!!!
OKAY SO I FINALLY GOT TO HANG OUT WITH JASON... THAT WAS FUN... WE DROVE AROUND AND WHEN I WENT TO GET OUT OF HIS TRUCK....
WELL GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!!!
HE KISSED ME...
i was so happy!!! talking about being caught off gard!! but hey he's taking me to the movies this weekend and maybe more than just a kiss will happen if you catch my drift!!!
well that's all for now
i'm going on the rowboat with ashley and my brother!! |
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[Jul. 10th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
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ok so it's been a very long time since i've updated at all... well a real update...
so yea life is boring ... i've been wasting my summer working alot... and doing nothing..
i got a tattoo about 2 weeks ago... it's so cute.. its a butterfly on my back... but i am getting another one once i get enough money saved up...
me and Kyle are done for good and i think that's really enough said... but i think he's being immature about the whole thing... cus alot of his friends are just saying shit about me and it's not kewl...
and oh no... lets say some shit just cus i go/went to Fitz... wow cus Tower is much better...
Fuck him!!!
i need to find a hott guy!!
I'm so bored right now... i need a new job and i still need to go register for classes at Macomb... i so dont want to go there... i'm not even kidding i just want to find a full time job and work... i rather not go to school but i kinda dont have a choice!!
i'm thinking about selling the Acclaim... any takers??
well i'm gona go now i guess....
oh yea Henry Warner comes home October 8th from Iraq!!!! i'm so excited!!
well much love to you all!!
Love Pam |
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[Jul. 10th, 2005|03:42 pm] |
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This quiz has 101 questions. Here's what you're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun. Copy (not forward) this entire bulletin and paste it onto a new bulletin that you will send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you.
The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known
facts about those who know you.
******BASIC FACTS******
1. What time is it? 3:43 pm
2. Name as appears on birth certificate: Pamela Patricia Peters
3. Nickname(s): PP, Pammie P, Lil'One, Lil'Lue (my dad calls me that)
4. Parents names: Cathy and Joe
5. Single or taken?: single
6. Chinese zodiac: dunno....
7. Hair color: Red w/ blonde highlights and under dyed Black
8. Eye color: Blue sometimes Green
9. Height: 5 2
10. Shoe size: 8 1/2 or 9
11. Glasses, contacts or neither?: Glasses but i dont wear them
12. Braces?: no
13. Piercing/tattoos?: 2 peircings and 1 tattoo
14. Birthplace: Warren
15. Current residence: warren, mi
16. Siblings name and their ages: Jennifer 22, Stephanie 19, Jonathan 15
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Gone skinny dipping?: Kinda... top off only
21. Skipped school?: Hell yea....
22. Bungee jumped?: no
23. Kissed someone not related to you?: yeah
24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you?: No....
25. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes..... But that's done now
26. Kissed?: yes
27. TP'd someone's house?: yes
28. Won something?: yes
29. Asked someone out?: yea once...
30. Been rejected?: yes
31. Been in love?: yes.... but sometimes regretting it
32. Been to a funeral?: yes too many to count
33. Used a lighter? yes
34. Been on stage?: yes
******FAVORITE******
35. Food: my aunts Spagitti salad
36. Ice cream flavor: Mint Chocolate chip
38. School subject(s): theatre, and sometimes English
39. Breakfast cereal: Fruity Pebbles all the way
40. Number(s): 22 11 13 8 5
41. Book(s): i dont have a favorite
42. Movies: THE SANDLOT, AND CHICAGO
43. Candy: Payday
44. Soda: Fago Orange soda
45. Color(s): Hott Pink and Light blue
46. Vacation spot: i dont have one
47. Sport to watch on tv: Football
48. Sport to play: Volleyball soccer and football
49. Bands/musicians: Josh Gracin, YELLOW CARD, Fallout boy
50. Letter(s): maybe Q
51. Fast food restaurant: taco bell
52. Cartoon character: Homer Simpson
53. Holiday: Easter
54. Name for a boy: Hunter or Benji
55. Name for a girl: Alison , or paige
*****DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
57. Boys or girls?: BOYS
58. Long relationships or one night stands?: long relationships
59. Dogs or cats?: Dogs
60. Scary movies or comedies?: scary
61. Silver or gold?: silver
62 Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons
******THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
63. Doctor: needles
64. Hedgehog: sonic?
65. School: Theatre
66. Grass: Green.... or needs to be cut
67. Cow: Milk
68. Canada: Danny's
69. Mouse: Mighty mouse
70. Hand: fingers
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: yea... part of lord of the rings
72. Talked on the phone?: yes, w/ Kyle... and faught w/ him...
73. Cried?: No... there's no use in crying it just makes a mess
74. Threw up?: felt like it
75. Drank a glass of water?: yes
76. Gone to the bathroom?: yes... i pooped....J/k
77. Read a book or magazine?:NO
78. Watched tv?: yes
79. Looked in the mirror?: yes
80. Taken a shower?: yes
81. Taken a picture?: NO
82. Listened to music?: yes
83. Hugged or kissed someone?: Hugged Eric
84. Done your hw?: i'm not in school
85. Told someone you loved them?: yes... my mom and dad... and Ashley
***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******
86. Heaven?: yes
88. Aliens?: yes
89. Fun for the entire family?: yes
90. Freedom of speech?: yes
91. Love?: yes... sometimes
92. Magic?: no
*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******
93. Last movie you saw in theatres?: Madigascar(however you spell it) and Bewitched
94. Are you listening to music right now?: yes,
95. What color shirt are you wearing?: no shirt... bathingsuit top
96. Do you like your middle name?: yea....it was my grandma kaz's name
97. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: condoms
98. What color is your backpack? dont have one
99. Are you gonna send this to your crush?: uhhhh probualy not
100. Who is your crush?: someone..... and i'm gonna kiss him when i see him
101. What time is it now?: 4:01 pm |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
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| | no one to share the blame~ Josh Gracin | ] |
I can count a hundred reasons why
but ninety-nine would still be shy
of a good excuse of for why you're gone
The truth will burn you when you know you're wrong
It's hard to face what you regret so holding on was better
than living life and losing you
I guess a liar can't escape the truth
So why was I so surprised that
you found a way to finally get on with your life
And trade the lows for the highs you deserve
I'm all alone with things
I can't change and no one to share the blame
I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself
Of paying rent in this living hell
I guess it is time I started facing facts
Chances are you are never coming back
What gives me the right to keep up this fight
You found a way to finally get on with your life
trade the lows for the highs you deserve
I'm all alone with things I can't change
and no one to share the blame
For your pain for the cost of your crying
Can't undo what I did
There is no use denying
So why was I so surprised that
you found a way to finally get on with your life
Trade the lows for the highs you deserve
I'm all alone with things I can't change.
And no one to share and no one to share the blame.
I can count a hundred reasons why.
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[May. 31st, 2005|11:31 pm] |
I'M SO SAD THIS IS MY LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!
IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY!!
I WILL MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH IT'S UNREAL!!
JUST REMEMBER EVERYONE THAT PP IS ALWAYS HERE!! UNLIKE EVERYONE ONE ELSE I AM GOING TO BE A LOSER AND GO TO MACOMB COMMUNITY COLLEGE... BUT OH WELL SO STOP BY IF MY CAR IS HERE... OR JUST CALL ME I'M SURE YOU ALL HAVE THE NUMBERS!! BUT I LOVE EVERYONE AND I WILL MISS YOU ALOT
JUST REMEMBER I'M GRADUATING NOT DYING!!!
LOVE PP |
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[May. 28th, 2005|02:53 am] |
PROM DOWN THE DRAIN!!! SENIOR PROM WAS ..... WELL SOMEONE RUINED IT FOR ME... THANKS!!! SO YEA AFTER ME AND ASHLEY CAME TO MY HOUSE AND THEN I GOT PISSED OFF AND LEFT... IT WAS FUN THOUGH.... OH WELL WELL YEA THAT WAS MY PROM... IT SUCKED BUT YEA...
SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO DO WHAT YOU THINK IS BEST FOR YOURSELF!! |
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[May. 7th, 2005|07:11 pm] |
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yeah yesterday was prom at for tower.... yay it was alot of fun...
you know Kyle looked really good in his suit... i was impressed...
my sister Jen did my hair.. it looked so good!!! I felt so out of place but i guess it's ok... cus i'm probually not going to see any of those people again anyways so yea... but yea it was fun...
but i really cant wait for Prom For Fitz!! it's going to be alot of fun!!
well yea that's about it.. i'm just bored and whatnot...
so yea....
well i'm outtie!!
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